Ayodele (36) escort Portugal

Nerby

About 11 years ago I was seeing someone that I knew was the "one" - it's like we were meant for each other... We were both 19 and were still undecided as to what carreer we would be in....Long story short..one day he met a army recruiter at the mall and got his attention before you know it he had enlisted and was going to move across the county... I was not thrilled about the idea but I supported him anyway.. for this man was my first everything and my soul mate.. I forgot to mention that while we were together we would experiment with occasional drug use, party, and drink.. we had the best of times.... When he left we swore to each other that we would keep in touch ... he did not...I was devistated a before I knew it I had hit rock bottom I was a wee away from being completely hooked on Meth..... I had severe emotional problems.... Just the tought of not seeing him or hearing his voice ..was heartbreaking.......about a month after the "one" left for the army I ran into a guy friend that I used to hang out with on and off ( i knew him prior to meeting the "one") We got to talking and he invited me to his home for a BBQ -saying that a few my buddies that i had not seen in while would be there and I agreed for I needed to have a little fun..... me and my friend start talking and he confeses that he has always loved me and that it was love at first sight... I explain to him that I was not emotionally stable and that I was still in love with the "one" ... he said that he would be willing to wait and do whatever it takes for to give him a chance.. after going back and forth with the idea of starting a new relationship.. I agreed to it with one condition.. that I would be honest and let him know up front that It would take a very long time to get over the "one" ... he agreed... he was there for support and he helped to pick up the pieces of my broken heart... A few years go by and I have grown to love him, we are now married and have 2 girls.. i must admit that after 8 years of marrige every now and then i tought of the "one" i never completely forgot him... a few days ago i went online to myspace i decided to scope out my cousins new profile she had just been working on a new background and she posted new pitures ect.. anyways i notice that she has a girl on her top 8 that is not familiar to me (being that we have almost all the same friends) so i deide to be nosy and i check out her profile...low and behold.. on her top 8 was "one" I felt the blood rush all over my body--butterflies in my stomach.... I do the unthinkable and make contact... now he wants to see me he wants to apologize for that he put me trought and he said that he suffered... I really want to see him again.. for i have always believed that he was the " one" I mean dont get me wrong my H is a good man - and good father.. but when it comes to our relationship we always fight for stupid reasons... arguing and yelling has been a part of our marrige since the start.. I feel that this is my oppurtunity to be happy for me.. I have always been everything to everyone and i feel that its my turn for a little hapiness.I have pushed my feelings aside and swallowed my pride many time for the sake of getting along .. I'm tired of the constant bikering and it is completely draining.. my health is not good and i think that it is time for me to do for at least this one time. I love my H but I have never been in love with him. I know that this will hurt him and my girls ... but i think about my girls ... I want them to remember their mother being happy and not a miserable deppressed person they grow up and hate...PLease give me your opinion.. I am completely overwhelemed with emotion.

Livier

I just didnt think it was right for him to within 5 minutes go running to him and telling him after I had asked him not to say anything yet. He went against my wishes and in my eyes that is a question of loyalty. I didnt tell my bf to gossip I just wanted to confide in him as my sister and her 'bf' have had ongoing issues which my bf is aware of and i just wanted to voice my concern with him. I wasnt aware that my bf's friend has issues with his cousin anyway and doesnt get on with him. So when he started saying negative things to my bf about him and interfering it made me feel so uncomfortable.

Ranidae

How do I validate his pain and I already tried to apologize but like I said it was very unauthentic and I sensed it myself. I don't know what is wrong with me, how maybe I really was acting sociopathic not caring about how much I was hurting him. But now I feel really sick to my stomach.

Szekely

Well after 2 weeks of being home she asked to come over my place and I said yeah of course. She came over and we were hanging out and it got late and asked if she could stay over. I said sure I'll sleep on the couch, she told me no don't I want you to sleep with me or else I'll be lonely. So I took this as a sign that she wanted me to try something. Well so I made a move and it worked and she reacted positively. So anyways one night of her sleeping over turned into 2 nights, then 3, then 4. Then she decided she should go home. So she decided to go home, and I found out that she wasn't going home to be alone because while I was outside her place in my car sending a text before I left her ex boyfriend (the one that cheated on her) entered her apartment not even 5 minutes after I dropped her off. Now at this point I wasn't mad I figured it was only a few nights we spent together I don't have a right to be mad.

Faustine

P.S. How far along are you in your pregnancy? I'm almost 6 months and it's a girl!

Chibcha

"Very bad attitude. Don't recommend her u better save your time and money.".

Imperfections

She also has 20000 in student loans, 5000 in some CC debt, insurance at 100 a month, cell at 125 a month, lease at 425 a month, metro card at 320 a month, NYC subway at 100 a month.

Dstrong

kiss me I'm Irish. shamrock n braces.

Veen

down to earth, and very easy going,rather intelligent and well.

Arsinoe

Your night sounds perfecto!

Brok

Yes. Four girls and all gorgeous. 4132 or 4123. Can't decide.

Rufous

I only get one keep vote? Not nearly enough! Love this.

Vindication

Nothin wrong with that.

Kordich

He said they could just email me or call me if they wanted to get in touch with me.

Twanda

late-found doop: baboon .